FUCK MY ****!!!!

last night i joined my boss’s online class.  you see, when he can’t meet his class, he would just meet them through chatting.  i am not a part of that class but i decided to "sit-in."

to cut the long story short, it was already past 11 and i am getting dizzy.  i don’t have my own pc at home so it’s obvious i was in an internet cafe.  i sent him a message saying i can’t keep up anymore.  i said goodnight.  i logged out, looked for a tricycle, got home, and went to bed.

then my celfone beeped.

"uy galit sa iyo si father!  na-disrupt mo raw yung class nung nag signout ka."

i was not troubled.  i was even surprised.  with all the courtesy i did he still got mad???

"nag-threaten na i-fire ka raw niya."

and so i told myself "so fucking what?!  my contract’s gonna end in less that two weeks anyway!  what makes him think i enjoy working with him?!  had it not been for the students, i have long ago left this place!!!"

if a few days back i was worried to be jobless, now, as in right now, at this very damn fucking moment, i am not!  the hell i care if i lose my job!  so be it!  it’s not fun working with him anyway.  the only reason i stay is not because of my boss but because of the students who love me a lot.  they always see and appreciate every little thing that i do.  that’s why eventhough i have a terrible boss, i can’t leave because of our students who are like my angels.

"so ano na?  aalis ka?  mahihirapan si father makahanap ng tulad mo," asked judge cortes, a judge i befriended.

"di ko pa po alam.  the only reason i can’t quit is because of you guys.  e ano po kung mahirapan siya?  problema niya na yun!  ok naman si boss as a friend and mentor eh.  di ako perpekto.  but he shouldn’t forget that he’s not either."

"yup.  he’s a difficult boss."

it’s really terrible to have boss who’s so damn perfectionist.

i really wanna get out of this hell….

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