…pALaKa…

i still feel depressed over what happened this morning.  it really hurts.  my boss’ words pierced me hard.  ouch!  i never saw it coming.  my guard was down.  and what adds to my depression is the fact that february is fast approaching.

come by feb. 10, my contract as secretary will end.  by feb.11, i will be jobless.

is this good for me or bad?

i don’t know.  mixed feelings.  honestly there are times that i really wanna leave this shit.  but it seems like there are things that keep me here.  like genie.  after being set free by aladdin, he (genie) remained with the "street rat" turned prince.

but things may change.  if the HR will receive a word from my boss, i will become permanent.  but as of now, my situation’s blurry.  the light is flickering, slowly fading away.  but this LIGHT is still shining brightly and will always shine brightly no matter what.  this LIGHT is the Great X!

*silence*

i wish ulrike’s here.  she knows how to calm me down and kill this feeling of depression.  damn!  i miss my baby. =(

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