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QUIAPO - Quiet U I’m Pissed Off

IRAN - Ikaw Rin Ang Nawalan

HOLLAND - Hope Our Love Lasts And Never Die

INDIA - Inside Now Dahil Imbiyerna Ako

ilan lang sa mga kalokohang aming natutunan ni baby noong sabado, april 28, ika-apat na buwang mansari namin.  ahehehe.  saan namin natutunan?  sa sinehan.  "ang cute cute cute ang cute ng ina mo!"  oo nanood kami.  nagpaka-jologs kami.  pero sulit naman eh.  ahahaha!  nakakatawa!

pero bago nun, nagkita muna kami sa ministop, p.noval st., near ust gate.  syempre dahil mansari, nagpapogi ako.  at dahil mansari, nagpaganda rin siya.  but then again, maganda naman siya everyday.  pero pag mansari mas gumaganda siya.  blooming.  wow!  paano pa kaya sa anniv namin?  tsk.  baka dumugin kami ng mga fans namin.  lalo na siya. 

ok ok ok.  nagpalamig lang ako sandali sa ministop (kasi galing ako sa mahabang lakaran).  tapos tumuloy na kaming sm manila.  deretso kaagad kaming quantum.  gusto niya raw ng baril-barilan eh.  ayun nag baril-barilan kami.  tapos laro kami ng king of fighters.  hahaha!  talo ko siya!  tapos karera.  talo ako.  wahahaha!

tapos naglibot kami sa sm.  umakyat kami sa 5th floor, naghanap ng mauupuan at naglaro ng skul to finish.  hehehe.  tapos ayun nanood na ng cute ng ina mo at umuwi na.

parang ang boring noh?  parang napaka-common at usual ng date namin noh?  mukha lang pero hindi.  hehehe!

ang sarap ng sinigang!

i have mentioned in my previous blog that americans are idiots.  yes they are.  especially this year.  this year’s american idol season proved them to be.  but watching last night’s episode made me think twice.  well, i still believe that they are idiots.  but they are compassionate idiots i’d say.

this year’s a.i. season is more than just a singing contest.  the organizers/producers/makers of a.i. decided that this year, they would do some  charity works in africa and louisiana.

last night was a charity night program.  a 2-hour special.  a tearjerker.  my sister, my mom and i cried everytime they showed the situation of the children and families in different parts of africa.  and what’s more touching is that americans did not hesitate to donate for their welfare.  we were really moved.  but we were furious at the same time.  why?  because we thought of our fucking selfish politicians particularly pichay.

"grabe!  samantalang yung mga nangangampanya rito sa atin akala mo walang bukas kung gumastos ng pera.  lalo na yang si pichay.  imbes na ipanggastos niya eh bakit hindi na lang niya ginamit yun para tulungan yung mahihirap dito!"  these were my sister’s words.  and she’s right.

many people keep on complaining about the country’s poverty.  but if they would only see last night’s show, i wonder if they would still have the guts to complain.  upon seeing last night’s a.i. episode, i realized once again that i have no right to complain with whatever problem i encounter or have.  especially when i saw the eyes of the african children.  no sign of complain can be seen.

enough.  i have to stop writing this.  it reminds me of last night.  i can see their faces once again.  and my tears are running down my cheeks once more.

if there is one person who is very much disappointed and disheartened by pacquiao’s win, that would be me.  it’s not because i lost 500 bucks to my wife, but because that win gave him another reason to run for a seat in congress.

i really wanted him to lose.  he’s such an airhead.  akala niya porke malaking karangalan ang nadadala niya sa ating bansa e karapat-dapat na siyang mamuno rito.  oh yes he has the right to run.  every filipino has the right to be a politician.  but does he deserve it?  fucking no!  too much air went to his head.  what does he know about law making?!  what does he know about running a part of the government?!  i am not discriminating him but i firmly believe that each of us should know where our place is, where we should stand.  yes he is a good boxer, no doubt about that.  but will he be a good politician?  whoever says yes is more stupid than him.  why can’t he just concentrate on boxing?  and yet he claims that he won’t leave boxing once he wins as congressman.  so would that mean he would neglect his duties as a congressman?  he cannot do two things at the same time especially when those two things need different levels of intelligence to be able to perform each.

why do i want him to lose badly?  because i want him to realize that it’s not everyday that the sun will shine above his head.  it’s not everyday that he will be on the pedestal where he is now.  it’s not everyday that he will find himself on top.  i want him to realize that he is not capable of doing everything.  too bad he can’t see.  the air in his head clouds his vision.

manny’s a shithead, a gullible, an airhead and most of all a moron.  and those who will vote for him are dumbest of all.

i won’t ask any pardon because i know many people would agree with me.

PUTANGINA AYOKO NA TALAGA!  AYOKO NG GANITO!  PUTA PUTA PUTA PUTA PUTA!  PAGOD NA AKO!  SYET!  FUCK FUCK FUCK!  GUSTO KO NA LANG MAHIGA AT MAMATAY!  TAENA!  AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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PUTANGINA IKAW BA NAMAN ANG MALAGAY SA SITWASYON KO!  TANGINA TALAGA!  TANGINA TALAGA MGA TAO!  WOHOO!  PUTA GUSTO KO MAMBOMBA!  GUSTO KO PUMATAY PERO GUSTO KO YUNG TO-TORTURE-IN KO MUNA PARA MAS MASAYA!  PARA MAS MAKITA KONG NAGHIHIRAP SILA!  WOHOO MASAYA YUN!  TATANGGALAN KO NG KUKO, GUGUPITIN KO UNTI-UNTI NG NAILCUTTER YUNG UTONG NILA, BABALATAN KO NG BUHAY, TATAPYASIN KO YUNG TENGA, LALAGARIIN KO YUNG PAA, BUBUHUSAN KO NG ASIDO YUNG ARI, GANUN!  PUTA TALAGA!

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patlang.

haaay.

solb.  ayos na ako.  back to work.  hehe.  buti na lang may blog na pwede paglabasan lahat ng sama ng loob at bigat ng dibdib.

wag nyo na lang pansinin mga nasabi ko.  hahahaha! =)

note to the reader:  the author refers to the line 1 of the lrt, baclaran-monumento line.

i believe the reason the late president ferdinand marcos had the lrt built is for the common people to have an easier, faster and more convenient way of travelling.  this could be true for the first few years after the lrt has been founded.  yet now, it appears that it is even easier to travel using one’s own car than riding the lrt.

i have been a regular lrt "rider."  i opt it because of the belief that i would reach my office on time.  but believe it or not, all my tardiness were caused by patronizing the lrt.  several times have i experienced arriving early at baclaran station and finding myself surprised because there are no trains.  20 minutes will pass and still there is no single train approaching.  after another 5 minutes, one train will come.  it will stop in front of the passengers.  all passengers are eager to enter. however, after a minute or two, someone will announce, "hindi po magpapasakay ang tren na iyan!  next train na lang po!  konting atras lang po!  next train na lang po!"  and all can just say is "putangina!" or "fuck!"

another factor is the growing population.  growing population means growing number of passengers.  well i could not blame my countrymen for this.  i still believe that it is the lrt management that should adjust and not us.  but new trains.  or fix the old ones.  there are many options for one company to serve its customers.  they should and must always see to it that the patronizers are served well.

sometimes i wish to bomb the trains at night (so that casualties will be avoided).  but then what will i ride then in going to work?

fuck lrt management.

am i walking down the right path?

am i really happy?  or is the happiness i am feeling right now just apparent?  or maybe i am happy in just a particular aspect of my life?

emptiness.  why do i still feel empty?  why?

does my frustration over my work have something to do with this?  or is this a sign from above that the life i am living now is not the life He wants for me?

shit.

do i have to return?  do You want me to return?  oh please show me the way.  i pray that this is the way.  i am contented with i have now.  i ask nothing more.  but Your will be done.

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