TAMA BA?

am i walking down the right path?

am i really happy?  or is the happiness i am feeling right now just apparent?  or maybe i am happy in just a particular aspect of my life?

emptiness.  why do i still feel empty?  why?

does my frustration over my work have something to do with this?  or is this a sign from above that the life i am living now is not the life He wants for me?

shit.

do i have to return?  do You want me to return?  oh please show me the way.  i pray that this is the way.  i am contented with i have now.  i ask nothing more.  but Your will be done.

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