TAMA BA?
am i walking down the right path?
am i really happy? or is the happiness i am feeling right now just apparent? or maybe i am happy in just a particular aspect of my life?
emptiness. why do i still feel empty? why?
does my frustration over my work have something to do with this? or is this a sign from above that the life i am living now is not the life He wants for me?
shit.
do i have to return? do You want me to return? oh please show me the way. i pray that this is the way. i am contented with i have now. i ask nothing more. but Your will be done.
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