…pALaKa…

yesterday i checked baby’s friendster and saw a pending comment from one of her friends.  nothing’s much in it.  but to be honest, i got "furious" or should i say jealous.  well, actually, i couldn’t really understand what i felt.  all i know is that i felt something and that feeling is not positive.  and to make things worse, i acted like a jerk.  so childish.  yep.  really childish.

i let her know.  well of course.  she’s my girlfriend.  and my wife-to-be, i hope.  a wife has to know what’s going on in her husband’s mind.  in our case, my girlfriend has to know (i always believe that honesty, openness and transparency are necessary in a relationship).

of course, as expected, she got worried.  she thought there’s a problem between us.  so to make her not worry, i agreed to come on our friend’s debut celebration when hipag (ara) told me to.

immediately after i arrived, she asked, "okay ba tayo?"  and i said, "yes baby we’re okay.  i’m not mad at you.  i just didn’t like what i read.  and it’s okay.  i’m being childish, acting so immaturely.  and i know that.  i realized that when i called you."

now here’s my question: a person acting childishly or immaturely, is not actually aware that he’s acting as such.  so if i realized that i was being childish, does that make me not childish anymore?

just a thought. ;D